Now, i am feeling very disorientated. And you know what's funny? I am not even in a new country that is foreign to me. Neither have i moved to a new state whereby i know nothing much except for the locations of the nearest McDs. I am still living in the same place, though now, i am moving on to my tertiary level of studies. I have not started any of my classes so, i am still clueless as to how the subjects and the teachers are going to be like.
So back to feeling disorientated. Well, to begin with, my feelings and thoughts are all well...mixed up. Basically, i am confused.
I had hoped to begin my new year anew. You know, the whole turn over a new leaf concept. Not that i was a criminal wanted for first degree murder and now i hope to live life as a normal person, no. But i had hoped that the new year would come in like a big bang. Like a big bomb exploded on my face (figuratively speaking!!!) and i see a bright light at the end of the dark tunnel and i finally, yes finally!, decide to take the new year in full force as a new person. Like a new born baby.
I wanted that feeling.
But i fail to feel it.
And i am quite upset.
And not to mention and forget, DISORIENTATED and CONFUSED!
Well, it's never to late yeS? MUst be POSITIVE! +!! *motivated*
So i have my schedule ready and i only have to wait for classes to begin to report more about it. I don't even know who the rest of my classmates are! There are some korean and Jap guys at my college. IT's so easy to spot them not only from their speech and language but also from how they look! I mean, majority of them have mata sepet ,no? VERY CUTE!!! kekekeke!
It's a definite good thing to have all sorts of people around you. Maybe i could learn more korean words? WHeeeee!!!
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