I Met an Accident!!!

Can't believe it? Neither can i.

But i did.

It all started when i came home after a horrid day of physics. I learnt that my sis was at Pyramid with a bunch of friends while i have to suffer stress at home. But anyway, it was agreed that when she decides to come back, she'd give my dad a buzz. As in turns out, when she called, my dad had to go all the way to KL which means i had to pick my sis up instead.

Fine.

The main problem was that my sis didn't have her phone switched on to normal mode. It was on silent. Or rather it was later corrected that she didn't get to hear the ring tone above the loud music and what's worst, she didn't put her phone on vibrate. So there you have it.

I tried calling her on and on again. Still no response. Damn. It was just after 4:45p.m and i suppose, it's the time when the goverment servants or whom whoever had just finished work. So, the roads - particularly near Sunway, was terribly congested with cars and bikes. Since i was on hands-free trying to call my sis, i was trying to do what most women are proud of - multi-tasking. Which, for the record - I SUCK! So, for some reason or another, i was fiddling with the hands-free kit trying to get to the button where it can sort of cut the line, and KA-BOM! I felt the car jerk and when i looked up, to my horror, i was kissing the guy's ass! ( The guy's car LARR. DUUHH!!) I guess i must have lost part of my concentration and didn't press the brake harder and the car continued gliding till it kissed the others' ass. SSSSSHHHHHIIITTTT!!!!! And My Dad just fixed in the new headlights the day before somemore!! FFFFFIIIIICCCCHHH!!!!!

The back seat passenger turned around and stared at me. I can BET with you he must be thinking: " Geez...what a horrible amateur driver! *sigh* Drive such a nice car somemore! *double sigh* Lady drivers/ youngsters these days arr...*triple sigh*" FICH!

The guy signaled to the side and i, dutifully and guiltily towed on behind and kept apologising to the guy at the backseat everytime he turned around to stare at me. I felt BAD, K! I'm sure i looked pretty stupid sitting in the car waving apologetic waves like how most people do on instinct when they apologise, while he and the guy at the back seat came out to inspect the car. My heart stopped beating for like the whole 10 minute (or much less) ordeal. LUCKILY!! He waved back and gave me a it's-ok-you-can-stop-waving smile at me!!! GOSH! I SWEAR i felt as if i was just given a pardon on a death row!! I almost died on the spot!! INstant!!

THANK GOODNESS!!! The car and i came out of it clean with NO bruises, NO scratches, NO blood, NO oil, No greese, NO bump, NOTHING! *exhale* I screamed in the car after that. Yup. I did. Like a mad woman.

I screamed and screamed and after one final attempt to call my sis, she picked up and kept apologising while i kept shouting at her. I know i shouldn't have. But i had just had a near death experience and i couldn't help it. I'm SOrry!But I was So mad. I scolded her and almost ignored her friends when they came in the car. But i calmed down and tried REALLY hard to make it up to my sis and friends. I suppose they were ok. When i apologised and told them the reason of my black face and dark clouds above my head, they just went silent. The car was freaking quiet! I mean come on!! I wasn't blaming them at all!! NOT one bit!! They even messaged my sis after i dropped them off and said thank you and sorry. Sorry? For what lar...not blaming anyone also. Ish..But they were sweet. :)

So there. Another lesson learnt this week: DO NOT ATTEMPT MULTI TASKING ON THE ROAD!!! NEVER EVER USE THE PHONE WHILE DRIVING!! ESPECIALLY DURING A TRAFFIC JAM!!

p/s: Chem paper today was actually bearable. Weeee!

One tough paper down, 4 more to go

FOOD for thought:
Did you know, that "It takes 33 muscles to frown and only 3 to lift the middle finger?" Well, NOW you do. SO what are you lazy fellas waiting for? Go exercise your damn muscles and lift that finger!(I know i want to now)

Damn Add Math! I am SOO disappointed with myself. Paper 2 was the horror. Now i really hope i pass my paper. No longer do i wish for 10As for SPM. Come to think of it, i'd long abandoned the thought right after BM paper was done. I have simply NO MOOD for anything now much less to study.

But surprise, surprise not. I've got physics tomorrow and chemistry the day after. How completely GARRR it is! I can't even think of a word to replace "GARRR"! ROARRR!!!!!!

Honk...Honk!!!

"If a fool wears a crown, we'd all be kings." A quote from someone whom Dadah quoted and i may be wrong by requoting it. So, whatever.

I'm telling you, everytime a car passes my house and honks, my heart would momentarily stop and i would think that i had forgotten i had tuition on that particular day and hour and am not ready to go. How stupid can i get?!

You see, the tuition that i attend provides transport and depending on the driver, everytime they near my house, they honk. For some reason, i have this weird scared feeling about going to tuition. Ya, i know. WEIRDO! But hey, that's just me. But i do so hate that feeling! The funny thing is that it only happens when i am at home. Argh.

I am currently having a terrible wave of dizziness. It just sucks the whole day out. I come home happily ready for Summer Beach, when halfway through the show, i have this mild dizziness (probably from all the excitement) that affected me until now. I applied fung you and it doesn't seem to work. $%#@!

I've got no mood to do anything now other than just sitting around in a comfortable chair with a book in hand with the rain pouring outside. Ahhhh...that would be close to heaven! Such Bliss!!

Ok...this is bad...

Not to worry. It's not bad to you, but it is to me.

How?

I'm online now. And i hardly did anything just now. Argh. THAT'S BAAADDD.

I watched TV-Summer Beach. And had my heart racing at its optimum speed after the drama. No, it's no horror/action-packed/thriller movie. Just the usual romance. kekeke. It's nice k. I know i like it. :D It was soo intensed and funny and so love-triangular drama! I LIKE! Then after it was over, i planned to watch The Nanny and then decided to study. Lo and Behold! As i was, as usual, flipping through the channels, i came across AXN and guess what was next at 2-3pm? CSI-Las Vegas!!!!!!

See!! It's BBBAAAADDDDD!! So, i'm warning ALL of you. Remember to:

NEVER EVER FLIP CHANNELS WHEN YOU ARE WATCHING ASTRO! BETTER YET, DON'T EVEN BOTHER SWITCHING IT ON!! (when you are having exams, of course.)

I should have learnt my lesson a LOooooOOng time ago...phooey.

4 subjects down...6 subjects more to go...

WooHoo!!!! I've NEVER felt any better after getting out from the exam hall today. Ok, maybe i did after English. But gosh...i have at least now, confirmed 2A1s in my hand. BM and History was a disaster. I have completely no hope for it...hopefully i get to pass off with 3Bs each. PLEASE!

Otherwise, i just wish to get the whole exam feeling off my shoulder. I don't really care what i may get anymore. I just want to do whatever i can and get it all over with. I was and still am exhausted after burning off a night before the exams. I had all my fears out from me through my tears and i can only take it for the next few weeks until exams are over. Once it's done, i wouldn't know how i would be feeling by then...maybe i should put it all in my after-spm list...

Oh and yes, since this should be my last entry before SPM, i wish everyone who is having SPM and STPM and whoever who may be taking any sort of exams at all, a VERY big HUG! And ALL the best to ALL of you! It doesn't matter what the outcome may be, just so long you know you have put in your very best for the exams, or whatever that you do, the outcome becomes a much sweeter success for you for you know that you had done your BEST.

p/s:Ok, so maybe the advice sounded odd and wrongly phrased or maybe even sound like nonsense. But hey, you get what i am trying to say so just accept it and feel better anyway!

SPM officially starts today for the Arts Stream students..

Good luck!!!!! To those who would be having their Art theory and language (other than BM and English) today, ALL THE BEST! Hopefully when the time comes for me to have my papers, i would be as ready as all of you guys are! ;)

I had a horrible gum/tooth ache yesterday. The was pain was excruciating! I couldn't even swallow my own saliva! Let alone a cup of plain water down my throat!! Even smiling became a chore. It was horrid. Just plain terrible and painful.

Luckily, we live in a modern futuristic world with the latest technology and well updated medical treatments. So thank GOODNESS to - painkillers. I would have fainted or would maybe even have attempted to extract my tooth with pliers and probably stop the pain by hammering my gums down. It was THAT painful! x(

The best part about PAINKILLERS is that they work wonders to stop the pain! In just a matter of a few minutes (though it felt forever), the pain just ...disappeared!! It felt SOO good after that. I could finally smile broadly!! :D

Well, the pain took up almost an hour off my study time. When i can actually concentrate and really read..only read...history, the pain HAD to disturb my rare concentration and rare passion for history reading. Blah! It's already so near to the FINAL COUNTDOWN! I feel strangely calm and collected. Quite the opposite of how i felt a couple of weeks ago. However, I still feel the panic attacks once in awhile during the oddest times -like when i am about to SLEEP!! It's quite disturbing because there i am trying to have a proper sleep when out in the blue, my imagination starts to roam to the school and to the exam hall; the chapters of subjects i have yet to complete; and that's when my fear of SPM slowly creaps in between my skin and scares the creep out of me(p/s: is this the correct sentence to have a "no pun intented" added?)... Urgh...

Thinking about the subjects and the days left; judging the amount of time i need to cover up everything enough to be ready for exams, i think i better be off now.

Could this very well be....?

My sis read the news yesterday and came upon this picture published in the Star Metro section.

Yeap with a poodle that she rescued from Puchong recently.

My goodness!!!!! It looked SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much like my darling G!!!!! I was soo shocked! and Surprised and Hopeful ALL at the same time!!! My baby G ran away from my house about a year ago. And never came back since. My bro and i went around every street trying to locate her by calling out her name, handing around flyers and informing people about it. There came a call, and our hearts were filled with hope. Unfortunately, it turns out that it isn't what we were looking for.

But after a year and she's back?? In the PAPERS?! How...how...can such a miracle can ever happen?? I had in my heart a feeling that she was somewhere. We knew for some reason that she was still alive but staying in another house with a different owner. She was SO smart. SO loving. I was torn into pieces when i found out she was gone. She was almost human to me. When i cried and no one was around, she came and laid her head on my lap as if to comfort me. I cried even harder. But felt much better.

She means the world to me as much as H (G's son) means to me. Both are the sweetest beings God ever made and gave me. Please...please let it be her...

My 11th post!!

Finally i have broke my own personal record of writing in 10 post in blogspot!! Wakaka! Not too bad at all! I'm slowly getting used to it. Hopefully, it'll stay on!

Counting down to SPM- 4 freaking days left!!!!

Technically the last day of school?

I don't remember a time when i felt so exhausted that i didn't even have the energy to make a sound. It was actually tiring, almost impossible for me to utter even the weakest moan to show that i am truly still alive! It was wayy freaky.

But i managed to get up anyway. After 5 minutes.

By the time i reached school, Dadah, Marianne and Alena were already gathered around our usual corner of the classroom where we always seem to end up grouping together for a chat. :) Like what Lauren commented when she reached school, it has been quite awhile since we saw our class filled up with more than 2thirds of our classlist. I'm sure it was quite an accomplishment for those who have been MIA for the past few months. :D

Overall, we spent most of the morning arranging tables at the hall for all the SPM candidates. (I can't believe it but this is the very first time i'm going to have an exam in the hall! Cool! :D) I would be sitting at the right side of the hall. Somehow or rather, there's this unspeakable tension and intimidating vibe that you would feel when you step in the hall with all the tables, chairs and your paper slip taped at the corner of your table. Even before the exam and i am already feeling the fear creaping through under my skin. Urgh...*shiver*

Alena was smart (or maybe not :P) to leave school at 8 something in the morning- Before she managed to get her leaving cert with her. She even left her biology ref. book in school! That was how eager she was to leave the school premises. Talk about feeling proud about your school! :D

So, we finally have our leaving cert., testimonial, Penilaian Aktiviti Kokurikulum, some lame arahan which actually states that, i quote (in block letters as shown) : "JANGAN PANIK DAN JANGAN PULANG KE RUMAH" Unquote. LOL! Also, they also kindly reminded us to, i quote again : "Jangan lupa mengucapkan terima kasih beramai-ramai pada hari terakhir peperiksaan." unquote. Another one, i quote: "Jangan lupa membawa PAYUNG dan mendapat TIDUR yang cukup dan JANGAN BELAJAR SAMPAI LARUT MALAM." unquote. LOLx2!!!

It's an order to do all the above!! Believe it or not!!! Wakakak!

Bluek!!

At this very moment, i feel like barfing. I feel sick and terribly irritated. *sob*

Maybe it's because of SPM, and i am blaming it on SPM anyway, that i am feeling rather agitated for the past few weeks. I'm having "stress" related problems lately and i don't like the feeling. What if i go to work in the future and always complain about it? MY boss might just fire me that very instant! Even I am feeling annoyed at the way i am lamenting about it every now and then. Argh! Help me!

Now i owe my sis 5bucks. I had a bet with her that if my tuition teacher picks on me and asks me a question, she would pay me 5bucks. But for some reason, which i honestly feel is well-worth the 5bucks, she surprisingly didn't question any one of us!! I was sSO thankfull. So, never mind that my 5bucks and perhaps a few more ringgit that would be added to it, would be spreading its wings and flying far far away to the neverland. I didn't get questioned!!Yippe!
Though it may be odd to others, but i do NOT like it when a teacher picks on me and make me stand up to answer a question. ESPECIALLY when she is scary and has a loud booming voice that matches her tall body structure. It is VERY intimidating!!!!

So i don't actually owe my sis 5 bucks in cash, but i owe her a movie ticket to watch STEP UP! The sweetest part of it all is that she doesn't mind waiting till after my exam to go watch it with me! *beams* The movie looks SO GOOD! I have actually a few movies in mind to watch my eyes out right after exams:
(a) STEP UP!!!!!!
(b) High school musical (yes, yes, it's a so yesterday movie...but i haven't watched it yet!)
(c) Full house (ok, so it isn't a movie. But i wanna watch it anyway!)
(d) the prestige
(e) flushed away (It looks SOOO funny)
(f) ALL 3 X-men movies
(g) John tucker must die
(h) the covenant
And MANY MANY more!! Though i have quite a number of yester-movies to catch up on. Teehee!

I can't wait till after my exams! And yet, i wish i was back during the beginning of the year. I wanna have a Time-Turner!! That way, i could have the best of both worlds!! Wakakaka!

And oh! On Grey's Anatomy, i really really wish Derek would just sign the bloody divorce papers his wife gave him. I mean come on! He and Meredith make a cute couple!! Besides, Meredith is SOO cute!! I kinda like George too. Yang- Sandra Oh is a world-class actress. SHe IS wonderfully good! The last week's episode in which after operation she became hysterical was hilarious!!! She just started crying non-stop and she has not even a clue why she kept on crying! She screamed at them to sedate her but goodness, it was SO well acted!! I'd say she deserves an Oscar!! Unfortunately, many actresses and actors these days fall short of talent in acting. Ironically, that is what they need to have to survive in this industry! There should be more Sandra Ohs in the movies!!!! hehehe...

Klah, maybe i'm not such a good movie critic considering how outdated i am in all the movies. I suppose, there ARE better actresses and actors out there who fare wayy better than Sandra does. But think again, how many Asian (Asian or Asian-american, They are the same!) actresses and actors can pull off a hysterical scene quite as cleverly as Sandra? Ok, so maybe Jacky Chan can. But who else? Feel free to correct me if i may be wrong, but i think none. It's sad!

Alright, i haven't been studying for the whole day. It's now or never...

GArr! SPM is near!!!!

Bloody hell!!!! SPM is in 13 days!!!!!! *faint*
I'm hardly ready for anything! ArGh!!!!!!!! *faints again*

Believe it or not, i am starting to get really fed up and upset with ALL the blogs on the net. It's really pissing me off because i can't seem to get whatever i want!!!! But then again, it may just be because of me. Adding on to my after-spm-to-do list, i am definately going to learn up on html and CSS and maybe even web designing. Otherwise, i might risk getting bald before i reach 20 from pulling my hair off out of frustration.

I'm going to start solid studying. ciao.