It has certainly been a long period of time since i last successfully logged in to publish a post. I have, to be honest, managed to log in in the past but could never, for some strange reason, bring myself to complete a post. Lazy? Nah, the word is out of my vocabulary. I no longer shall associate with the word. The L-word is and shall be a word so foreign i would never have a need to mention it nor pronounce it at any time. Therefore, the aforesaid word shall now be deemed: "the L-word". ( At the background, i can picture Dadah in two possible scenes:
Scene 1:hitting her forehead so hard she might just fall backwards from her chair at the impact.
Scene 2: Slapping me hard on both sides of my cheeks. *ouch!!!*)
Well, i can be pretty-ok, so maybe VERY- silly at times. In fact, i am almost to the point of being childish even though i have long passed my childhood age. Result from a deprived childhood? Doubt it. I'm just young at heart. HA!
Soooo, a new year has begun! Funny how i didn't quite feel the usual hype of the whole " beginning of a new year". It just wasn't there. Instead, it felt just like how it did last year. But as how it is every beginning of a new year, He has something in mind for me. Last year was to test me on my leadership quality at and in which i felt i failed terribly. This year, i am being tested on my patience. YUP. Patience.
I'm losing my patience bit by bit. I am slowly being impatient and selfish. I notice the change in me and i DO NOT like what and how i am feeling. Perhaps it is another one of those hormonal changing period? Is it even a trick question?! I don't know.
Hopefully, this year would go on as smoothly and as harm-free as possible. Till the next post.
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