Bad day...

For all the things that has happened to me today, i can only have it all summed up in two simple words: bad day. What's worst is that everything that happened was all because of my fault. I was the cause of every darn damage i did to myself. I can't even put any blame to anyone! Or anything!!

It all started like how every bad day would start off-being late. So, rushing like some mad woman that i was, i drove like a maniac too. I had near misses of accidents and i am very lucky to escape with nothing but a minor heart attack; exaggeration on my part. Nevertheless, it scared me. When i am in a state of rushing, my mind gets pretty jammed up too. So, when i finally found a parking space, i knocked the curb. probably a little too hard. And the bumper or something, fell off. It's not the whole piece. Just a very small one. But gosh...it was pretty bad.

In a state of panic because i was late and because i damaged my dad's car, i forgot to lock the car. Before my class started, i ran to my car and ended up sweating like a fat pig in class. The teacher was staring at me sweating after my excuse to supposedly go to the loo. XD

Well, after that, i felt down and had a moment of low self-esteem. Nothing to be proud of at all. It felt horrible. I was taking things too seriously and got myself into some depression. Silly me.

I wonder if anyone was scared of themselves. I know i am. I'm scared of the way i drive. I'm pretty crazy on the road. I'm really thankful to be alive and well after all my nightmare driving. I ought to take my driving lessons again....sigh...