Solitude

There is always something about being alone that gets to me.

I think more. 

I reflect more.

I yearn for something... someone that i can't hold on to at present time. 

I sometimes wonder if I am slowly losing the person that i am that i once was so sure i knew. Half the time i hardly know what i want nor know what i believe in anymore. 

The values i once held dear to me are left forgotten or are being thought over twice. 

I wouldn't say i am lost. But rather, i am losing ground. 

What happened to not being self-centered? What happened to being humble? What happened to being happy and contented with what i have? What happened to being considerate? What happened to being a better listener? What happened to being more patient? ...

Solitude. 

It does make you seek out yourself. 

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