Exams are OVER

*Warning!! Not a happy post ahead!!*

As much as i would love to scream and shout along with everyone else that exams are over, unfortunately, i doubt i could enjoy the moment as much as most of you can.

Such a party pooper aren't i? xD

But hear me out when i say that the moment i completed my last paper, i did not feel as if i have done it all and deserve a pat at the back. Instead, i felt as if part of me was still sitting at my desk writing my answers vigorously and the other part of me is out of the hall looking back into the now-empty hall.

You know how when after you complete your exam paper and you release that huge sigh of relief? Well, i am still holding my breath. For some reason i cannot fathom (at least for now), i simply cannot relax and breathe easily. I know that the only time i can do that - that is, breathe easily - is the time when the results are out.

Mind you, i do not mean to spoil the holiday mood nor am i suggesting that i am eagerly looking forward to the day i either choke and collapse on air or the day i can finally take in real deep breaths of air and finally feel the burden being lifted off my shoulders. Every one hopes for the best. And i am no exception. But i am in a sticky pool of mud right now and i already managed to get about a quarter of my body out from the mud and currently working my way towards my ultimate escape. I cannot afford to fall into that mud hole. No. Not again.
As you may have noticed, i am in a cloudy mood. Can't really blame me. It's raining cats and dogs outside now. I apologise for the depressing mode i am in and i promise, really i do, to come back posting a much happier tone to my entry. This i assure you. :)

I will be back for more happier moments! :D